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yeahs  2 days nvr blog yeah?

exams coming le, so bored.

streaming yrD:gonna really study, for the sake of the subjects i wan:D

maight be taking art wit becca, or POA wit Jieen,or DnT wit Ain?

anybody wanna help me decide?

Thurs:went to sch wit rebecca & jieen, ?if i am not wrong?

LOL, forgot everythng lahsxzxzx..

had lessons, so the hell bored lahs.

had music, sat wit fish watch one rubbish video, i almost fall asleep on his shoulders.had chinese lessons,

had PE ran 2.4, lol.damn hot, sweat like hell.

had assembly, the hall hot like fuck la like nvr on the aircon.

listen to their rubbish talks -.-

2.xx then end the assembly, damn ridiculous from 1.30 become 2.30-.-

pizza hut-ed wit becca, lol.home after that :D

fri, a boring day.

had lessons, science test goin fail alr. after that slept, till chinese lessons damn sleepy lahsxc.

then had recess, ICT fun ya, do calendar, so cool.

eng lessons slept again, mood swing whole day no mood.

had oral, that the time my mood is back.

the teacher damn cute lahs, she give chinese oral talk in eng(:

after that bubbletea-ed fitness corner home after that :D

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ok shal post for my siaosiao first(:

siaozharhborh:

yeahs, its difficult for human-beings to laugh wen they are not happy.

its difficult to act that you are happy, wen you are not happy at all.

everybody are scared of the consequences after being love.

not everybody, can stand the pain.

its right that wen you fall, must learn how to stand again.

yupp i stand, but sort of putting my heart into risk again.

might really fall anytime.

mayb this is the only way, that i can tell you how i feel, its difficult to say it out.

even if i really wanna say it out.wat i say cannot be 100% clear.

comfirm will miss some details.

you asked me to treasure this relationship.

yupp, i shud be treasuring, nth last forever.

no matter how much i treasure, in the end , wen the day comes, wen the times come, i still have to let go.

i tried to face the music, but the harder i tried things get worse.

i thought by not msg-ing him dont talk to him, the feelings will jus gone.

ignore his msg-es is one thing i can do.

but the feelings get stronger.

trying to laugh is because i thought that is a way to stop thinking of all this thongs.\

but at things, it will still happen.

no matter how hard i try to run away from it, try not to face it, try all my best to stop thinking of  it.

things still happened.

i know you are having a hard time to face me.

i know you dont rmb you having a friend that gt this kind of character.

cox from the first day we know each other, we can laugh for anything.

all our laughters come from our heart, not for the sake of laughing.

its hard for you to accept.

i know you tried very hard jus to make me smile or laugh.

but running away cant solve the problem,

why dont i face the problem alone. instead of dragging you down.

dont worry so much ya^^

MELOVEYOU(:

SIAOSIAOZHARZHARBORHBORH!

ya i am sorry, didnt mean to treat you so coldly.

ya everybody says that i changed after i know him.

i wanted to go back to find that old , cheerful & crazy gal, but i cant seems to do it.i still kept his msg, although i thought that i dont like him anymore, i regretted after quarrelling wit him, i dont know why.

i thought stop msging him will help, but it doesnt, i thought my feelings will fade but it stays.

anw i will keep my promise ya:D

dont worry, no need to try to do anything to cheer me up, i am fine ya:>

LOVEEEEEEE:D

tues:went to sch alone, wanted to have some peace.

during lesson time having serious moodswingsD:rwar, dont feel like typing.

today went to sch on my own, on my way to sch, kip thinking why he msg me, wen he say he wont.had lessons, during lesson time he replied, he ask for patch,heres come my moodswing again.i dont know whther i shud patch wit you or not .i scared the same old thing happen again & again, all your love turns into hate, all your promises turns into lies.you said you wont break my heart again, yeahs, i doubt your words we break three times, you ask for patch three times, everytime your sms have break my hearts breaks jus like glass, i felt that all your words are gone, my love for you all turn to hate, no more love inside .all the promises are turning into lies.sometimes i even wondered why am i so stupid wen it comes to relationship?knowing that you will hurt me time & time again, still choose to accept you again, knowing that all the promises will be broken still choose to believe, knowing that the love will change to hate still choose to love you, knowing that my heart will be broken again still let it hurt wen it has jus healed, knowing that my tears will shed still let my tears drop.knowing that i will get hurt time & time again still choose to let you be the one who hurts me.shud i really patch wit you.?

wat will happen to those ppl around me if they know i am letting myself hurt again?